As you can see from the harsh title, it's actually the words spoken by my mum to me. My mum shout that at me. She said I am a disobedient, ungrateful child.. We were just back from church. She asked my sister to prepare milk for my youngest brother. I admit my sister is more rebellious than me. That doesn't mean I am a rebellious too. I just want to stand on my ground when I know I'm not guilty. Sometimes my mum just blurt all the things that are untrue at all. Yes, it piss me A LOT. Back to the story, I can say my sister was stupid. If she just stayed quiet, mom wouldn't throw the bottle milk at her. At that moment, I was just out from my room to ask my sister to take pictures of me with the dress I wore for church. When I say mom threw the bottle milk at her, I told my mom in low and soft voice "mom, we are just from the church and took part in Holy Communion" then I went directly to my room to get my lip tint. I heard my mum ranting and mumbling. I couldn't hear her. So I back again to the living room, and in the midst of anger, she threw the mirror again to me. Luckily, it didn't hit me and was not broken at all. I was startled. I brought my sister to my room. We walked quickly. As my mom saw us heading to my room, she then shouted, 'GAGAL LAH KAU SPM' @ 'LET YOU FAIL YOUR SPM'. I was so upset. I cry in silence. That was not the first time she said that. I was afraid the curse would came true. As I know, every mom words is like a prayer. Once she said it, it would come true. Like in Tanggang story. :| what if I really fail my SPM after all the tiring preparation I had done? Before I end my post, my mom also said we made her to sin. That's totally wrong. You cannot blame people. It's all depends on ourselves how we handle those matters. Same like a test. God want to see how we actually control our anger and be patient in situation that unfavourable And above all, do we have the faith fruits like stated in Galatians 5:22-23 'But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,
Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law'

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