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2015

Saturday, 27 June 2015 | 03:55 | 0dreamer (s)

Yeah. First post in my blog after a long hiatus because i was to lazy to write. Hehehe. Now, I'm studying in Universiti Teknologi Petronas, taking Chemical Engineering course. I passed my Foundation in UTP with Dean's list. THANK YOU LORD. Well, getting into Dean List in Foundation doesnt assure you to stay in that list for degree. YES. IM STILL STRUGGLING IN Degree. I'm not a clever or even far of being a Genius. Im not. Sadly, i cant remember all the stuff i learnt in Chemistry and Calculus during Foundation. Even the easiest topic like nomenclature of the organic compounds. I dont know what happen to me. Maybe because im just lazy. I used to be a diligent girl but now.. haih. I even screwed up my quizzes. So sadddd.. i will go blank in tutorials while other students were like "AHA".. They can catch up with the lessons. While me? Luckily, I have my very good friend to teach me and clarify the confusions i have in class. And he is Ho Shi Sheng(not the right spelling to cover his identity in case he might google for his name and come across my blog like someone did -,- hehe). Oh Lord, change me.. guide me in my studies. For the sake of my future and my family.

->♡♡Dont be lazy.
♡stop procrastinating
♡study smart!=>

Ciaoo...

My Unexpected SPM 2013 Result

Thursday, 3 April 2014 | 22:06 | 0dreamer (s)

Hello! :D The very first post I make for this year 2014 although we're already in April now. I supposedly write a new entry in January right? Honestly, I can't make much effort on blogging on daily basis because I don't have Internet all the time. I need to subscribe Internet first which means I need to take out money from my wallet every time I need Internet despite the fact that i'm not the one who will pay for it usually instead my lovely parents. Poor them. :( Nowadays, Internet is a thing that I can say very essential in a student life. It's so obvious when I want to search for any scholarships. Back to the title.

Why I say it's so unexpected? Straight to the point. I manage to get 9A+ and 1A- in my SPM 2013. The subject that I thought would be a scar forever as I'll maybe get B or C for it turn out in the way that I'm not really expecting much. I GET A+!! Yeahhh,, HIP HIP HOORAYY!!! Thank you Jesus. <3 A- is for my English . geeezz... I know. I write like an English language fool in the section A which was a formal letter to a park administrator. ENGLISH is hard. Maybe for you it's not.. It's just like a piece of cake. But for me, I'm not. It get worse when I try to speak English with other people who are good in English. I need to think for a long time to structure a sentence before I speak it out. The phrasing, sentence structure and my grammar would be all in a mess. And this become a fear in me. Or maybe I'm having English speaking phobia. T.T

I can't keep on ranting on how stupid I am in English. I must take a ladder and climb over the fear walls. Read read read!!!!!! i must overcome my anxiety. :(

CONCENTRATE ON IDEAS THAT I WANT TO EXPRESS NOT ON THE MISTAKE THAT I DO.

Serious >.<

YEAH! happyyy face

Proof :)

My blog needs a massive renovation

Tuesday, 12 November 2013 | 00:15 | 0dreamer (s)

My blog really really needs renovations!!! I haven't change ANYTHING on this blog since December last year. Even the breakup background song. Well, that song gave me somewhat MOTIVATIONSSSSSS. Anyway, the renovations works surely takes very long time and much effort and creativity and attention and blah blah blah.

SPM 2013 end and I will accomplish this MISSION which is one of my OTHER MISSIONS AFTER SPM.. Hohoho.

XOXO :D

Bahasa Melayu SPM depression

Friday, 8 November 2013 | 16:47 | 0dreamer (s)

I cannot sleep well just because of this killer subject. Indeed, this subject discouraged me a lot to go through this SPM. 2 subjects down and 8 still awaiting. I feel so regret, stupid deep down in my heart with my bahasa paper. If only I manage my time well for the section A, I will finish my karangan on time. I am so sad with my karangan. I only write 4 points. So total 6 paragraphs. But it is compulsory to have 5 points in the karangan. And I just write cincai my last point and conclusion. Idk what I write. -.- T.T idk if I still can get A or even B for my BM. This subject will be my pain forever if I get C or even worse. I already tried my best to score BM. I read thousands of essays. Still, I cant do well in my exam. But, I did got A for my trial. Huhuhuhu..

After finished BM1 paper. I almost cried. I didnt to have any conversation with my friends. I just wanted to be alone. I grabbed my backpack and straight went home. I tried my best to act cool in front of other students. I didn't want them to know I did very terrible in my paper. I walked home with tears. I just need my family. Shoulders to cry on. I wanted to hug them and apologised for I failed write nicely in the paper.

Now I cannot aim for A in my bahasa paper. Though at first that was my aim. I will be so grateful if I GET B.

Now I pray that Jesus will do a miracle for me in my studies. Maybe there's something behind my failure in the paper. I realise my mom and my dad loves me very much. They never give up in giving me motivations. They always pray for me. And the most important thing is I doesn't feel shy to hug my mother anymore. I love her even more. I learn a lesson to put God and family first in every matter. They are my refugee. Nothing is better than them.

My failure is not the end of the world. I still have a long journey in my life. The are more tough and challenging obstacles to overcome next time. I must be strong. Xoxo. Hwaiting with next papers!!

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A Pray before SPM

Friday, 1 November 2013 | 23:50 | 0dreamer (s)

As you can see from the title, I managed to have a pastor to pray for me especially for SPM just now in church. It was Pastor Jim who prayed for me. *.* I like him. Doesn't mean I love him. I like his kindness and he treat everyone equally. He speak courteously to everyone regardless their gender and age. He is so friendly as he smiles at everyone. Well, there are adults who speak kindly and smile ONLY to older people. In the same time, they just pass the kids or the teenagers like they dont even exist. Besides, Pastor Jim is also a humble person.. In a nutshell, he is the best Pastor I have ever seen. Xoxo

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GAGAL LAH KAU SPM

Saturday, 5 October 2013 | 04:34 | 0dreamer (s)

As you can see from the harsh title, it's actually the words spoken by my mum to me. My mum shout that at me. She said I am a disobedient, ungrateful child.. We were just back from church. She asked my sister to prepare milk for my youngest brother. I admit my sister is more rebellious than me. That doesn't mean I am a rebellious too. I just want to stand on my ground when I know I'm not guilty. Sometimes my mum just blurt all the things that are untrue at all. Yes, it piss me A LOT. Back to the story, I can say my sister was stupid. If she just stayed quiet, mom wouldn't throw the bottle milk at her. At that moment, I was just out from my room to ask my sister to take pictures of me with the dress I wore for church. When I say mom threw the bottle milk at her, I told my mom in low and soft voice "mom, we are just from the church and took part in Holy Communion" then I went directly to my room to get my lip tint. I heard my mum ranting and mumbling. I couldn't hear her. So I back again to the living room, and in the midst of anger, she threw the mirror again to me. Luckily, it didn't hit me and was not broken at all. I was startled. I brought my sister to my room. We walked quickly. As my mom saw us heading to my room, she then shouted, 'GAGAL LAH KAU SPM' @ 'LET YOU FAIL YOUR SPM'. I was so upset. I cry in silence. That was not the first time she said that. I was afraid the curse would came true. As I know, every mom words is like a prayer. Once she said it, it would come true. Like in Tanggang story. :| what if I really fail my SPM after all the tiring preparation I had done? Before I end my post, my mom also said we made her to sin. That's totally wrong. You cannot blame people. It's all depends on ourselves how we handle those matters. Same like a test. God want to see how we actually control our anger and be patient in situation that unfavourable And above all, do we have the faith fruits like stated in Galatians 5:22-23 'But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,
Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law'

Ciao :(

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I'm using Bloggeroid

| 03:43 | 0dreamer (s)

My comment is Bloggeroid looks simple. Though it looks simple., I admit it's not easy to use. Changing fonts, put pictures, and many more. It's so complicated. Anyway, that's my opinions. One thing good about this application is it saves up phone memory. Kb only~ I think Official Blogger Android app is far more better ;p Ciao!

Opinions after using Bloggeroid.

Bloggeroid is super easy. Yes, before this, I experienced difficulty in using this application. Learning do takes time. Rome was not built in a day right? Everything is easy even adding pictures. Well except changing fonts, and styles. Putting superscripts, html and stuff. Nehh, for me, that's not a big deal anyway. Overall! i recommend Bloggeroid to those who like to blog. especially with simplicity and hassle free :3. *updated*

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